sadness....

A lot has happened since I last posted. I went to Tuscon with my best friend on the 18th and didn't come home until the 21st. If you are ever in Tuscon, there are 2 places that you absolutely have to eat at. They are called The Good Egg and Lucky Wishbone. We ate at The Good Egg for brunch on Sunday. I had french toast and let me tell you they have huge slices of french toast. I could only eat 1 1/2 slices and my friends, cousins boyfriend ate the rest. I felt so bad because I also ordered one egg and sausage. I ate most of the meal but it was just to big to finish. At Lucky Wishbone I shared a meal with my friend...we ordered chicken fingers fries and onion rings and OMG they are heaven....if you like fried foods. I had a lot of fun with my bestie and I can't wait for our next adventure. Since being home I've wanted to go back to Tuscon. I met this guy...online actually...he doesn't live in Tuscon, he lives here. He's stopped talking to me because apparently I'm a drug addict and I'm retarded. Some guy huh? Oh well...I can find guys that are better then him. I can't waste my time on guys that are going to not even get to know me before they judge me...you can't spend a couple of days talking to me and then judge me. I guess I will actually be moving back to Kansas after graduation. All of my friends are fighting over me and are expecting me to do as they command. There's only so much of me. I can't be in 5 places at once. So I'll go back to plan A which was to move back to Kansas. Well, its time to go make dinner for the youngins since mom and dad went out for dinner.

tiredness....

So the past couple of days have been craziness. I've been hanging out with my friends and I don't usually get home until 10:30, 11 in the pm. You can only imagine what running on little sleep has caused me. I've mixed up my words, forgotten what I was going to say as I was saying it and slept in a little later then I should have. But hey, I've had fun the past three nights. I think tonight is going to be the end of long nights until my trip to Tucson this weekend. Then I'll probably be running on no sleep. I will be in Tucson from Saturday night until mondayish. I'm going to be one tired girl and in much need of sleeping in for the first few days after my trip. Today has been fun and I can't wait for our class party tomorrow for which I'll be making Hot Fudge Pudding Cake. I'm sooooooooo excited. I LOVE Hot Fudge Pudding Cake. We will also be eating lots of other food like pizza and chips. The only reason me get pizza is because the SPD teacher decided he would buy my class pizza since we massaged his class today. Speaking of massaging.....I need a massage. Like badly. But right now what i really need is sleep so I'll catch y'all later. PEACE!

Boredom....

1 hour and 15 minutes till I'm free of boredom. Today in class was kinda boring. I passed my test with a 76%. Not good but not as bad as others in my class who failed the test. I thought I was going to fail my test but as my teacher handed it back to me with the red checks and only missing 9 out of 38 I thought Not to shabby. It could have been worse. I guess the taking notes thing kinda worked for me. It seems that whenever we take notes as a class, we end up talking about random things like parties and what we're going to do over the weekend. Yes, even if we take notes on Monday...we still talk about the weekend to come. We get so caught up with the week end we see 4 hours pass us by. Now that it is the weekend, I'm going to be going to my friends dads house, something I didn't plan on doing this weekend. Oh well, it just means watching movies until 4 in the morning talking about how cute the actors in the movies are, if there are any. I just hope we get back to Mesa sooner then 2am Sunday morning. I hate having my mom mad at me because I didn't come home the night after I go to my friends house. Plus I have things that I need to get done so that I'm not lost on Monday morning. For those who don't know I'm going to Tech school for Massage therapy. On Monday I will be massaging the Sterile Prossing Distrubution(SPD) class. We are doing a mock clinic to get us ready for the real clinic in January. For those reading this that live in Mesa or the surrounding area, clinic starts January 20th. Every Thursday and Friday from 7:30am-11am and 12:15pm-4pm, massages are $10 an hour for a Swedish massage and $15 an hour for hot stone. Tips are appreciated but not required. I can't wait for clinic to start. To bad it's over in April. =[ As Christmas gets closer, I get more excited. Christmas means no school. I've been waiting to not have to go to school for a very long time. Me, being a senior in high school, have been wanting school to be over and done with for the past 4 years. As the last day of my high school career draws ever closer I get nervous. Now I get to decide if I want to go to college or not, where I want to go to college and if I have the money to pay for college. I actually graduate from tech school a couple of weeks before I graduate from high school. That means that I will be a licenced and certified massage therapist by the time I graduate. Who's excited? ME of course. I will be able to pay for most of college by myself. I already have prices set so that when I get my licence, I will be able to start my very own business. I can't wait to finally be graduated so I can hopefully visit friends and family that I haven't seen in a while. It will be fun to catch up on what everyone is up to these days and to meet my cutest 2nd cousins. Well, its time to do my chores and get ready to hang out with the bestie. For now, over and out.

Wondering.....

Have you ever wondered what its like to fly without the aid of a flying device??? Well, you aren't alone. Flying is on my "To-do" list. To bad it'll never happen. Humans weren't born with wings like birds. I couldn't sleep and not being able to sleep is just the reason why I decieded to start a blog. It is currently 1:41 in the am and I really need sleep if I'm going to be able to stay awake in class since I have a huge test today. I really want to talk to one of my usual texting buddies but all are currently asleep, where I should be as well. If only I hadn't made the decision to delete a friend from my life I'd have a texting buddy thats awake, but me and my stupid pride got in the way. Oh well. Life is life and not all of us can have out cake and eat it to. I'm hoping that starting this blog will help me vent some anger, sadness, lonelyness, happiness.....well, whatever I'm feeling so it doesn't get all bottled up. I just won't be naming names. Well, I think its time to call it a night. Good night world!